no, it's not be choice. If it were up to me, I'd kiss all my crushes. But no, I dunno, I guess something's wrong with me or what. Heck, I haven't even been in a relationship. And I'm 20 fucking years old!! Ugh, and I'm soooo frustrated by that. :[
it's really complicated. ugh. i had this huuuge crush on this guy. he was like, 10 years older than me. and he's so cute, and i'm so physically attracted to him. but as what we see on movies, he sees me as his little sister. :[ every guy, friends, classmate, treats me as their little sister.
but now, like thinking about it, i mean, i'm not as anxious to like, kiss a guy or lose my virginity or whatever. well, yeah, you can say that i'll just patiently wait for that moment. as cheesy as it may sound, but yeah, i'll wait now. :]
I'm not intelligent, but I'm not stupid either. I'm curious about sex. I'm emotional. I can be childish and mature at the same time. IDK, that's just how I roll. yeah. Hahaha. Don't try to figure me out, I'm complicated. :) Don't ask me my real name. I'm paranoid and I prefer you just call me Z. If you want my full name, it's 'Z the Great'. :) heeheehee. :) and btw, I may be childish at times.. but I'm 20!
what makes you think nbk is 4 losers??
ReplyDeletebecause I'm a loserrrr. :(
ReplyDeletemm is it by choice?? not to kiss any one else??
ReplyDeleteno, it's not be choice. If it were up to me, I'd kiss all my crushes. But no, I dunno, I guess something's wrong with me or what. Heck, I haven't even been in a relationship. And I'm 20 fucking years old!! Ugh, and I'm soooo frustrated by that. :[
ReplyDeletedo you want it to be special?
ReplyDeleteI don't know.. I guess I just want to know the feeling of kissing someone. :[
ReplyDeletewell thats not so hard i think... well haven't you tried to make a move on some one???
ReplyDeleteno. :[[ i thought about it but never did it. they all think I'm just a kid. It doesn't matter. :[[
ReplyDeletesome times when we think back those little tings we said didn't matter really did
ReplyDeleteit's really complicated. ugh. i had this huuuge crush on this guy. he was like, 10 years older than me. and he's so cute, and i'm so physically attracted to him. but as what we see on movies, he sees me as his little sister. :[ every guy, friends, classmate, treats me as their little sister.
ReplyDeletebut now, like thinking about it, i mean, i'm not as anxious to like, kiss a guy or lose my virginity or whatever. well, yeah, you can say that i'll just patiently wait for that moment. as cheesy as it may sound, but yeah, i'll wait now. :]
"as anxious" to be honest those thoughts only hude for so little and when they come back out they have grown 10 fold
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