I tried to kill myself 4 years ago when I was about 14 or 15 because of some stupid reason. I ground some expired pills and drank them before I went to sleep. I agree, it was totally stupid. Very very stupid 'cause they weren't enough to kill me, only enough for my body to palpitate and for me to skip school the next day while vomiting that whole day. And to think I even wrote a suicide note for my family to find. Anyway, they never get to read it. Hah. Really stupid of me.
So I swore that the next time I'd try to do that, I'd make sure that it'll work.
By the way, the pills tasted NASTY. nasty, I tell you.
i don't know you, but it's a shame that you would want to give up your life.
ReplyDelete'cause there's always someone out there who's got it worse than you.
which is probably no consolation, but suicide is never the answer. it just makes the problem bigger.
Guess that's something every kid without an outlet tries in their lifetime...
ReplyDeleteBy the way.
I like the fish on your profile.
They're soo...
Zen. :]
sometimes we take the easy way out cuz the alternative sucks but if we chose the alternative to keep on liing we might have a chance to make things right
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